Billy’s Blog

 The emptiness as we speak of it in normal terms is something rarely experienced. But there are times when out of nowhere one day you will just find yourself in it. It might or might not be for a reason. People though claim that there is a reason for everything. Well I am feeling that I have recently found myself here, in the middle of it all. It’s not scary as such but it’s just like a vacuum of non presence while experiencing it. There is no love or no loss, it’s just that it takes over you and wraps you in a blanket where all of a sudden you voluntarily detach yourself from the happenings of your life. While the emptiness is, nothing else stays with it, other than you feeling it. This very nature of it were nothing else is non existent and meaningless is how I describe the emptiness. The one that I am finding myself in right now. There are instances though where someone can feel that there is nothing past it and that there is no escape. But like all things this too does passes w...

 Possibly the best thing that happened with me in my life are my daughters. Sophia & Sarrah are so awesome. Their love is unconditional, they forgive me in a heartbeat, they fight with me as well but there is purity and innocence in everything they do. In my youth days when I was in school and college; I always craved the idea of “true love” but I could never sought it in my relationships. The result was many broken relationships by the time I had reached 30. I took the leap of faith at 30 and got married to my now wife and later we were blessed with two wonderful daughters. They are someone I live for and could die for. The purest and the truest of loves that I sought in my early life which was never to be found; I felt that pure and innocent love from my daughters. The most beautiful thing that ever happened to me are my girls. Words can’t explain the nature and intensity or the depth of this bond. For all the parents out there - love your kids and give them your time; your t...

 Sometimes we are used to certain people, situations, relationships, etc. Even if we deep inside believe that something doesn’t feel right, we still carry on. The only reason most of us do it because we have become comfortable with it and we don’t challenge ourselves to do anything about it. Challenging something might result in a unknown answer which creates fear and uncertainty. The whole point is that, to be yourself you have to be fearless, which will lead to ultimate freedom and self-confidence. With hardship comes ease, so in case if you are feeling “comfortable” by being “uncomfortable”; dare yourself to rise above and confront the situations at hand. At times our fears just fall away by the weight of our own will, and something great is achieved in life. For something new to arise, the old had to dissolve. 

 The last days have been very nerve wrecking for the crypto investors. LUNATERRA falling to an appalling 98% is mind boggling. I remember it was round about this time of last year when the market plunged 40 or 50% and a lot of people were left stranded with their trades, thinking what would happen next. I also witnessed my Binance wallet showing a balance; the sight of which gave me depression at the time. Luckily for me though I had some of my investment in LUNA at that time and after a month or so, I noticed that my wallet has reached the point of my initial capital I used as an investment. LUNA helped me out back then and since that time I have believed in the LUNA coin. It is sad to see the crash; which is linked with the loss in value of the stable coin UST which has lost its capacity to be pegged with the US dollar.  P.S. I was planning to start taking a crypto trading course commencing on the 20th of May, but I suppose I need to revisit that plan. On the brighter side t...